Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Thirty Five ♥

Ohmygosh, School's so difficult right now. I'm so freaking stressed out. I wish things would just slow down and let me breathe. =/ Right now, i have all of this to do :

  • Prefect Interview - 3rd May 2010
  • Interact Board of Directors Elections [i want a post so badly. =/] - 30th April 2010
  • English Oral Presentation - 30th April 2010
  • BM Oral Presentation - Sometime next week. 
  • History Notes Due Next Week
  • Biology Corrections [teacher is collecting sometime next week]
  • TONS of Untouched Tuition Homework.
  • Moral Kerja Amal Due Anytime Before the May Exams
  • All 8 Tugasan's Have To Be Done Before I'm not sure. :D  


PLUS! I'm l getting stalked by my parents. My dad is checking my computer. LYK WTF?! Talk about no privacy. Gosh. And they don't let me talk to guys and if i ever go out for any school IU, my dad thinks I'm going to see my bf or something. What the hell la. I mean common, don't you even trust your kids? And whats with this double standards thing? When my brothers were my age, NONE of them had to go through what I'm going through now. My mom's reason? 'You're a girl, Boys are different.' LIKE WHAT THE F*CK la kay! -.-

Life is so bloody unfair. ): Well i guess thats life. and i cant change it. =/ Sometimes, I'm so sick of life, i feel like just throwing it all away. Just one day, i would go to sleep and never have to wake up ever again. I cry all the time but hide it all behind a mask that no one even notices. They get shocked when they see me sad because they have never seen me upset. It's not like there's any point in telling others, Yeah they might listen for awhile but after that? They tell you to get over it but HOW is it possible to get over things like this? Things have been getting worse this year and i cant stand it. 

Yeah I'm going on and on and on about my crappy life and you don't care but i don't give a damn about what you think. And yeah there are a few friends who helped me through it all and stopped me from doing something serious and I'm truly glad that i have such caring and wonderful friends. Thank You, Babes. You know who you are. ♥

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