Thirty Six ♥

I HATE THE WORD 'CHILL'. -.- Every time i tell someone something and they go 'chilll..' LIKE WTF!
HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF EVERY ONE KEPT TELLING YOU TO CHILL 24/7??!?! -.- GOSH.

Thirty Five ♥

Ohmygosh, School's so difficult right now. I'm so freaking stressed out. I wish things would just slow down and let me breathe. =/ Right now, i have all of this to do :

• Prefect Interview - 3rd May 2010
• Interact Board of Directors Elections [i want a post so badly. =/] - 30th April 2010
• English Oral Presentation - 30th April 2010
• BM Oral Presentation - Sometime next week. 
• History Notes Due Next Week
• Biology Corrections [teacher is collecting sometime next week]
• TONS of Untouched Tuition Homework.
• Moral Kerja Amal Due Anytime Before the May Exams
• All 8 Tugasan's Have To Be Done Before I'm not sure. :D  

PLUS! I'm l getting stalked by my parents. My dad is checking my computer. LYK WTF?! Talk about no privacy. Gosh. And they don't let me talk to guys and if i ever go out for any school IU, my dad thinks I'm going to see my bf or something. What the hell la. I mean common, don't you even trust your kids? And whats with this double standards thing? When my brothers were my age, NONE of them had to go through what I'm going through now. My mom's reason? 'You're a girl, Boys are different.' LIKE WHAT THE F*CK la kay! -.-

Life is so bloody unfair. ): Well i guess thats life. and i cant change it. =/ Sometimes, I'm so sick of life, i feel like just throwing it all away. Just one day, i would go to sleep and never have to wake up ever again. I cry all the time but hide it all behind a mask that no one even notices. They get shocked when they see me sad because they have never seen me upset. It's not like there's any point in telling others, Yeah they might listen for awhile but after that? They tell you to get over it but HOW is it possible to get over things like this? Things have been getting worse this year and i cant stand it. 

Yeah I'm going on and on and on about my crappy life and you don't care but i don't give a damn about what you think. And yeah there are a few friends who helped me through it all and stopped me from doing something serious and I'm truly glad that i have such caring and wonderful friends. Thank You, Babes. You know who you are. ♥

Thirty Four ♥

Anyone can make you smile or cry,
but it takes that special someone to make you smile
when you already have tears in your eyes. ♥

Thirty Three ♥

Okay, So nothing interesting actually happened yet which means, there's nothing to blog about. So I decided to post up some pictures i took awhile back cause i thought some of them were pretty nice. :D

Please click for the bigger picture. :)

The sunset in India is beautiful! ♥

There are coconut trees EVERYWHERE!

I just thought this looked really pretty.

Gorgeous ain't it? :D

I thought this was very 'The Light Shines Upon You' thing.  Haha. 

I don't really know why i like this but i just do. :D

Take the road less taken. :D

I love tunnels. ♥

Ohh and i saw this rather sweet poem-ish thing about friendship and thought it was really really sweet. :D

If kisses were water,
I'd give you a sea.
If hugs were leaves,
I'd give you a tree.
If LIFE was a planet,
I'd give you a galaxy.
If friendship was life,
I'd give you mine.

Toodles ♥

Thirty Two ♥

No one will know the pain I feel. 

Thirty One ♥

Okay so, I was on Facebook and I came across this fanpage. 

'The kid that wrote this film review for his English coursework.'

And lets just say what he wrote was the funniest thing i ever seen someone do for their English coursework. :D 

Wanna see it? Of course you do. :D

Click it for a bigger picture. xD

Toodles. ♥

Thirty ♥

DAY OUT!!


Well, im kinda lazy to talk about today's events so..
i think i'll just let the pictures do the talking for me. :D

Us doing our banner. :D

THE SINGING CHICKENS. :D

Our car. -.-

MAMA Chicken. :D

Toodles. :D

Twenty Nine ♥

First off, Today is APRIL FOOL'S DAY!  

and i only got pranked once. HAHA. new record. haha. :D


Btw. Today happens to be my brother's birthday too. So I'm gonna do a small birthday post about him. ♥

Happy Birthday Raevin Attan! ♥

Hey My Dear Annoying Brother, 
Another year has come and gone,
And another year older you shall be,
Forever there to mock me,
About the things you were always better at than me,

Although we may not talk much,
But you were always there to teach me,
And to offer help whenever i were in need of it,
Yeah, I may be a pain in the "unspeakables',
But I care about you as you're my family, my brother.

I would never write this if i didn't care,
And now you know that i do,  
So may this year be a great one for you, 
And know that I'll always be there for you,
Happy Birthday Dear Brother.  

Twenty Eight ♥

• Heyy peeps! 

Gosh, it's been ages since my last post. It's actually cause i kinda forgot my email and password. D: I so couldn't believe i forgot my password and email. HAHA. Well, since my last post, a few things happened ;

• Karnival Keusahawanan - That wasn't so bad except for the annoying indian songs and the CRAZY amount of karats. -.-
• Our first exam - Oh that was crazy! I hardly even studied. Got some mad ass horrible results. D:
• Wedding Reception - My first time in a saree and lets just say I turned PLENTY of heads. ;D
• Theory Exam - This was held at my school and my class teacher was the teacher for my exam room. It was seriously ARGH but the test was pretty okay. 
• Day Out with the Babes - My first time out this year. Loved the freedom. xD

So that's the few major things that happened the past few weeks. :D  

NOW TODAY. :D 

Today had a pretty good amount of events but there's one i'd like EVERYONE to see. :D 
(She posted this in my facebook.)

Britney Spears. *names have been changed*

NEETI, PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE TO DARSHEN.

DARSHEN, YOU THINK YOU DAMN PRO NOW LA. TELLING OTHERS THAT YOU'RE BETTER? FUCK OFF LA K. STOP BEING A JERK AND STOP INSULTING OTHER GIRLS, ESPECIALLY NEETI. NEVER HEARD OF BEING MATURE IS IT? WELL JUST SHOWS YOU'RE DEFINITELY NOT. SERIOUSLY, LIKE THAT FACEBOOK FAN PAGE? PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASONS WHY MIDDLE FINGER EXIST.

She sounds like she's gonna punch him in the face man! hahaha! BUT I TOTALLY LOVE YOU *BRITNEY SPEARS* FOR THAT. ♥ well thats all for tonight. 

Toodles ♥

Twenty Seven ♥

Alamak. I never blog for like so long. ):

EXAMS ARE IN 3 DAYS! 

THEORY EXAM IN 8 DAYS! 

IM SCREWED. ):

Twenty Six ♥

What you were trying to do was sweet but i felt like a doll you were trying to sell to a little kid in love with it.  

Twenty Five ♥

OMG HOMEWORK.



the end. 

Twenty Four ♥

Ohmygosh! People check this out! LOL.

Twenty Three ♥

Okay since Gin blogged about me, i decided to put pictures of both of us. Just cause i felt like it. (:

Yes, we like to camwhore and i don't care if you don't like it. She's an awesome friend who's been through alot. 

P.S. : We're not lesbian. (:

Twenty Two ♥

"When you're drowning, you don't say 'I would be incredibly pleased if someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and help me,' you just scream." ~ John Lennon

Twenty One ♥

This is true.